my story

I’m SO happy that i started my blog here cause when i started browsing i found this site and i’m in love with it. so firstly – THANKS FOR CREATYING IT :D:D
Ok, well as you all might’ve guessed – I’m in the same boat as you guys : check this page on my blog btw to see my comments on being skinny
http://peanutbutterlover.wordpress.com/totally-unrelated/
Anyway, I don’t use the scales mcuh at all – it’s out of battieries anyway – but the last time i stepped on it i was 47kg (about 103 pounds?) and i’m 166cmc (about 5′5). I live in australia so yea, we use the metric system
I’ve felt the pressure for a long time (before) of having to gain weight and eat more (i already have a quite generous appetite already!) , and I was already eating quite high calorie/unhealthy food. im still eating like that but DEF not for the purpose to gain weight anymore – I eat it cause i like it (hence my username and blog!!)
I’ve gone through periods of anxiety before at school when the kids always stared and picked on me for being skinny -esp the girls. words cant describe how bad it felt when people start staring at you and throw comments.. I PERSONALLY don’t think i look anorexic at all. i’m just skinny/slim. (a picture of me is on the link at the top to one of my pages)
I’ve met more skinny people like myself at uni and it feels great to give each others support and share our experiences I feel so much better now (EVEN BETTER after finding this blog!!) and i’m happy with the way my body is
I love getting to know new people so feel free to send me a message or post in my blog if you wany

I have like the lowest self esteem ever. Ive been bullied/teased since I was barely in the 3rd grade. Its so sad that I cant remember the 1st time I got teast ffor being so skinny. I am 5′8″-5′9″ and weigh maybe 107-108, if that,. I am NATURALLY thin. But it doesnt stop there. LET ME TELL YOU THE MOST DEVASTATING PART OF BEING TEASED BECAUSE OF BEING NATURALLY THIN: I was teased SO much and negatively commented by my friends and bullies that I DON’T EAT AS MUCH as I used to. I know I am heading in the wrong direction, but my faith and self-esteem is so messed up that i am not emotionally in the stage to change it. Maybe it will, but I am still bullied/teased today. I am in the 11th grade and just recently (like thursday) this boy thought it was funny to ask if i weight under 100 pounds infront of the class, I was so embarrased and ASHAMED OF MYSELF, that i sat there and said nothing and everyone laughed at me. My life is going down hill. WHAT I AM TRYING TO TELL YOU IS: Naturally skinny women are PERFECT. Every other size wants to be you. I had my stupid friends pick on my and then say that they are jealous that I am this thin. I love my body. I love LITERALLY BEING THE Tallest/thinnest girl at my school!!!!!! I mean there are other tall girls, but they are petite and fat. EMAIL me attopmodelstar@live.com if you need to talk out all of your problems and need advice. I love giving advice and you can tell me whatever, because it’s not liek something I’ve never heard of or been through=). It’s nice having someone to relate to=)

wow. i’m not alone, such great news!!!lol. I’ve always been super skinny and now at 19, i’m about 5′4 and only 93? lbs.I hate it. i eat tons and, but i never gain. at school i exercise a lot b/c im involved in a sport, which i guess mite make it even harder, but ive always been like this. noone gets it and i know a few people who probably thought i was anorexic or underfed or something when in reality thats quite the opposite lol. i look like i’m 13-14 which is hard in college considering the social life. i’ve neverreally been seriously made fun of, but i have endured many comments about my weight my whole life. and finding good clothes can really be a challenge sometimes, especially jeans!! i think i finally made it outta 00, which most people dont even knoe exist!! and with all the media trying to make overweight people feel better by saying “noone likes super-skinny girls neways,etc..” it makes it worse. i ws hoping for the freshman 15, but it didnt quite work! although, my stomach isnt completely flt nemore. i dont have a problem showing off my body, i just wish i wasnt quite soo skinny!